Part of me was still in love with Brett but the relationship wasn't what it used to be. I had already decided I wanted to leave my marriage by the time I started my affair.
I fell head over heels. Dave was my dream man — so handsome, fun to be around, financially stable and he seemed to be very much in love with me.
It was about six months into our affair that we had a serious discussion about where we saw ourselves in our near future. He told me he wanted to leave his wife, I told him I would leave Brett, and I thought we'd have our "happily ever after."