I was terribly upset and angry, but most of my anger was at Lukas — I didn't blame Amanda so much, as she was single and wasn't hurting a partner.
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I confronted Lukas, who was shocked that Amanda had confessed to me, and he agreed to move out for a while. He said he was devastated to hurt me so much and wished he hadn't cheated on me.
So we went to see a marriage counsellor and managed to reconcile. But, when he moved back to the family home, I found my feelings towards him had changed.
Yes, I still loved him and wanted to stay married to him, but I wasn't sexually attracted to him anymore.
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